Let's start with one of my favorite quotes of Grey's Anatomy that I've just heard on the last episode from season 7: " It's easier to be alone because... What if you learn that you need love and you don't have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever... " That was great, huh? So what do I think? I don't know... I've always considered myself as a dreamer who really believes in love. I've always dreamt about having love in my life. I had it once, and it was amazing. It was the best thing I've ever had... but I don't have it anymore and, yes, I can tell it hurts. Feeling alone hurts. When you see some of your friends having love in their lives and you don't, it hurts. But what can I do? I'm just